December 2012
1 post
How.
I name this how because I fail to comprehend how things have got this way.
I’m in KL now and I’m thinking you know everything should be the same, but obviously it isn’t.
Men, they want my body. What is this sex appeal that is spoken of. I mean, I personally fail to comprehend.
Growing up, I never thought myself to be beautiful. I always thought I was bad looking. And this...
November 2012
3 posts
Aspiring Steel Magnolia.: I keep seeing Tech Week... →
aspiringsteelmagnolia:
I keep seeing Tech Week referred to as Hell Week - and it kind of upsets me as a technician.
I understand the reasoning behind why the actors might call it Hell Week:
It’s boring and there’s a lot of standing around
It’s boring and there’s a lot of ‘can we go back to’ and repeating
It’s…
cloudy is my new clear: Theatre Rant →
jrobertspencer:
I really hate when people look down on members of the ensemble or call them “extras”. Being in the background of a movie is in no way equivalent to learning 2 hours of songs, choreography, staging and acting. Members of the ensemble usually work just as hard, if not harder, than a lead role. When…
October 2012
27 posts
I don’t want to lead anyone on neither do I want to say no to anything until I’ve made the decision for myself. This is so unfair.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM HERE ANYMORE.
WHY WHY WHY.
YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SACRIFICE.
All you have is your boyfriend, your family, and so much of money that you can manage everything.
Us, REAL PEOPLE, we have SO much to sacrifice.
So fuck off.
I DONT WANT TO BE THAT PERSON.
“I never want to lose you as a friend even though I fucked you over which I’m sorry for”
can’t even talk about it with people wihtout them going I know how you feel.
YOU DONT.
FUCK OFF.
(not even their ffault)
"Bobo"
They’re together.
THEY’RE DATING.
I KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.
I KNEW IT.
I don’t know how to react, I don’t know what to do. I JUST DON’T KNOW.
Sigh, children.
Yes sweetie, you look like you can’t stand still for 30 seconds.
THAT’S WHY IM ASKING YOU TO DO IT YOU FUCKEN TWAT.
Its called being helpful as a classmate.
If you can’t take constructive advice or criticism, why are you even here?
SINCE I STARTED AT LASALLE HAVE..
.. constantly lie to my mum
.. questioned religion so much
.. lost something that everyone puts on a pedestal
.. lost my patience of being a good friend to people
.. started loving myself very much
.. learnt that i am a terrible artist
.. realised that no one really cares about you, and those that do, you will eventually push them away cause you’re a fucked up retard
.. started...
RESET MY PHONE.
RESET MY LIFE.
I’ve lost Arms. I’ve lost Arms.
And its all my fault.
My only pillar, is non existent because of my own stupidity.
Pat on the back Saher. Well the fuck done.
September 2012
4 posts
HELLelujah
I feel so lonely :(
So very lonely.
How much longer are you going to lie to yourself and tell yourself that you’re okay with everything that’s happening around you?
YOU ARE NOT.
YOU ARE NOT OKAY.
I am not okay.
But I am.
I have to be.
I have to survive.
Survival at its best is what I experience currently.
I am dying.
But I will survive.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8AWFf7EAc4
BACK.
Been awhile,
Miss writing.
Been writing to myself.
I keep my letters in a little folder on my desktop.
then i realised, nobody knows my tumblr. im not tumblr famous. I LOVE IT THAT WAY.
none of you, other than probably safiya and yaksh, know who the fuck i am. Safiya’s my god sister, i have nothing to hide. And yaksh and i have been out of touch for aeons other than recently, the casual...
August 2012
20 posts
Let us take this train.: Warm Shiver →
seek-happiness-poetry:
Hell divined angel
You will be missed
In my heart,
How you fearlessly exist
Since the very start
I was caught
I felt like i had a heart
believe it or not.
How you became my-
Soul Blinded purposeful art.
Begging for a release
into the closure of my arms
Desires such as you
are too…
